oh and the thing that ultimately pissed me off this morning with Lawyer…
(Ok Lawyer WAS a POT SD but then he ended up not ever giving me an allowance and I stupidly let him get away with it but its ok i guess cuz he’s really cute and under 30 and the sex is amazing and I don’t have any other fuck buddies right now so idk whatever. He was my first SD so how could I really know any better…. so I broke it off but now we’re back as “fuck buddies” kinda…_ I saw his facebook and his only friends pretty much are young hot girls who I suspect to all be sugar babies. And I’m very suspicious that he pays other girls while I’m letting him get away with this… SOOO....)
I was making food this morning and there was a receipt on the counter from Urban Outfitters and due to my suspicions, which I shouldnt have done but oh well, I read it.
It was all girls’ clothing, size 4 girl’s clothing. He doesn’t have a sister and there was no UO bag at his house. He doesn’t know that I saw this, but wow I BLEWWWWWWW UP INSIDE!!!
That receipt was definitely for a sugar baby right?
Well either way I’m confronting him about not giving me money.
also i was mad lawyer didn’t want to have sex with me this morning because he “had work”… like no, you spent half an hour on facebook and 10 minutes looking at my facebook. you had time for sex okay. pft.
I slept over Lawyer’s last night and he was being really rude to me last night/this morning so instead of getting mad, I grabbed unopened bottles of ciroc and grey goose and took them with me when i left hehh hehh hehh….
“So women are expected to act like whores for free, and this is considered being a good sport, while actual prostitutes are objects of mockery and revulsion. You have to wonder.”—Belle de Jour: Diary of an Unlikely Call Girl. (Page 281)
New POT SD. He’s younger and cute and google-able and offering me 10k a month and we have such amazing chemistry and banter that even though we haven’t met yet I feel confident enough to call him a POT :P
He’ll be SD Philly.
gosh he’s so q tho does anyone ever feel like a SD is actually out of your league?
have you ever disliked something or someone so much that whenever you see it/them in any manifestation that you began to seethe with anger and heat begins to produce throughout your entire body replacing the circulation of your blood with magma hot enough to fuel the fires of hell
“I know I’ve told this story before, but my abusive ex refused to let me take birth control. I was on the pill until he found them in my purse. I went to the Student Health Center—they were completely unhelpful, choosing to lecture me about the importance of safe sex…